About The Daydreamverse
The Daydreamverse is a place built from recovery, curiosity, and the need to understand life beyond the surface. It started as a private notebook I used to survive myself — a place to process addiction, trauma, fear, and the slow, painful work of rebuilding a life. Over the years it grew into something bigger: a world of thoughts, stories, and raw truths that shaped who I am today.
Here I write about the things that made me and nearly destroyed me:
- addiction and the long road back,
- the psychology of breaking and healing,
- life inside and after rehab,
- my perspective on the war on drugs, harm reduction, detox programs, and recovery systems around the world,
- and the everyday realities of living with a brain that doesn’t follow the usual script.
There’s no censorship here. The stories are real. They happened. Some are difficult, uncomfortable, or heavy. If someone has a weak stomach or prefers clean, polished stories — this is not the place for them. I write honestly, without filters, because the truth is the only thing that ever helped me.
The Daydreamverse goes online on 20 November 2025
The Daydreamverse goes online on 20 November 2025. From this moment I’ll start typing in everything I wrote by hand during the last three years of recovery. These notebooks hold moments, insights, failures, relapses, rebuilds, and the small victories that turned into a new life. Texts will appear gradually. Some days I’ll publish pages from the past; other days I’ll write something new because I feel it needs to exist.
This platform is personal, but it’s not closed. If someone needs to talk — I’m here. If someone writes to me, I will answer. Every single email. I know what loneliness in addiction feels like, and I won’t let anyone who reaches out feel ignored.
The Daydreamverse is not a self-help project. It’s a map of a real human path: chaotic, imperfect, and honest. Maybe it helps someone find their direction. Maybe it simply shows that recovery is possible, even when it looks impossible.
If you’re here, welcome. Walk with me through the places I’ve been — the chaos, the rebuild, the daydreams, and the truth that turned into a life worth living.